I checked on him yesterday. I had left 5 phone messages with no return call and i began to worry he was dead.
He wasn’t dead. And we argued. I argued anyway. I look at him and I see a pathetic, alcoholic old man with breathing problems and i am enraged all over again. He has no idea why. I am seriously thinking of telling him, but i want to do it without rancor. Like this” you hurt me when I was a child. You were older than me, you took advantage of me and I have suffered for years because of it. I forgive you, but I do not forget” Does anyone think that would help?