Well i meant to anyway. But to do so I had to tell a bunch of lies about how well
I amding:seting boundaries and journaling and going outside of my house, and continuing teaching reading. That last was easy because i really enjoy it ani and continuing teaching reading. tjat last was easy because i really enjoy it and I think it helps him.
and i had think it helps him. and i had to act all happy.
That last was is easy because I’ve been doing it so
Also, i was planning on my last meeting with my dentist, 1 year of cleanings filling, torture, 7 root canals 7 crowns I got all that work done at nova dental shhool. i was very fortunate with their choice of dental student. i told her every thing i hated included being touched at all, and she was so considerate. i was so grateful i knitted her a scarf and my neice made her a plate with a drawing f a tooth wearing a crown. i used to wear a different toy crown every time we worked on a crown tooth.the other students would want to see! it was funny and as long as i was wearing it i coul d stay pretty calm/
but our work was done, just one final cleaning and she would be graded . it was fortunately for her that i ned so much. and since i am retired i could come in ever week. i was never late and never canceled.
and i though i could break up with my reading student as well since he got a job so he won
beavailble so much. then if i could break ip with my therapist ?!? then i would have to reason to go out except for publix, and no one could say i hadn’t tried reallu hard.
but therapist guy refuses tobreak up. so does he realize tha ti am a liar? probably i am prettu transparent i guess. i’m no paying him and he foregoes his lunchhour so i seej exploitative.
I am a lot better; insomnia better, anxiety marginally better, hardly any panic attacls
Except for the time i broke up with the therapist, then a bad one: while driving too. i had to pullover and it took a couple of hours until i was prepared to drive again..
so I dUnno. I’m counting on “post hoc, ergc propter hoc”